Saturday, February 12, 2011

Hopes, Dreams, and Desires

So, every day when I am at work I DREAM about just being able to mostly stay at home with my midgets.  I just feel like they need me to be there for them.  They are just so small and this time is so important.  I will never be able to make up for this special time in their lives!  It makes me so sad knowing that I missing out.  I have googled countless "stay at home schemes".  Most of them are BS or are a selling scheme.  No offense to anyone who sells stuff this way, but who has the money right now to buy expensive face creams or multi-vitamins?  I am lazy and don't want to attempt to make money this way.

I HOPE I will be able to figure out a way to generate some income and stay at home.  I am taking a knitting class next week.  If I can get good at it, and can create some quality products, I plan on selling baby/toddler hats on-line.  Now, I am sure it won't bring in a whole lot of cash, but hey it's a start right?  So the more I thought about things/services that I could provide to people photography kept creeping into my mind.  I love to take pictures, and love having picture taken of children.  I know that profession photographers can make decent money.  In Durango there are quite a few photographers, and they are quite pricey.  When I was looking for my wedding, one business started wedding packages at 4,000!!!  Needless to say, we did not use them.

So, my DESIRE is to get a professional camera and start to play.  I am looking into some local photography classes.  I have all these great creative ideas in my head, and it's time to start making them a reality.  I know plenty of people to take pictures of to start building up a portfolio.  I can I be successful in this lucrative market because I am going to offer affordable options.  I want to work the natural elements, like lighting and back grounds.  I also realize that most people want digital copies to do what ever the want with the pictures, so I will pretty much offer digital copies only!

I HOPE, DREAM, and DESIRE  for my plan to work.  I only need to bring a small about every month, and I think this is a good way to do it.  If it works I will be able to spend more time at home with my babies, and be able to make money doing something that I love!

2 comments:

  1. dude i am sort of in the same boat as you - it was last year that i had hoped to get a new camera but it fell through. can you use some tax return money at all? *(by the way, SNOW works as a great reflector for portraits, lol*) now i am looking at doing drawing lessons instead, to help pay for a camera. got some drawing books and working out a curriculum now. at any rate, your idea of building up to the camera thing is a great idea. small steps will build your capitol for you more quickly than leaps that you pay more for in the long run.
    you are such a good mom amber, i am sure that prayer and diligence will absolutely win you the ability to say home with the littles. and you are right - this time only comes once! i think you are on the right track!

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  2. You will do it girl!! but, dont be so hard on yourself. It is a really hard time for many people and especially in Durango where the cost of living is so high!! Keep up the good blogging work!

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